By M.A.R A.K.A MRClueuin
I wrote this piece when I was having a feeling of hopelessness during my ongoing job search. There were and are some other ongoing issues going on with my life currently, more about that later, so I just thought it would somehow appropriate that I present this poem here now. I'm sure that I'm not the only one who feels this way. That is why I originally presented this poem to my fellow posters at Indeed.Com a month ago. There are a lot of people with a lot going on right now. Everything from facing foreclosure to finding that job to pay the rent and or mortgage, Utility bills, and Medical bills. This poem is for me and others like me.
What I gain I lose. What I hope for is gone.
When you look at me, you don't see what goes on.
You might think you know, what is the best thing to do but
till you really know you don't have a clue.
I try to keep my head up but failure keeps me down.
I try to stick my chin out but inside it's on the ground.
I try to put in place a face, a look called normalcy but inside I feel like a wreak. No one can feel my misery.
I'm screaming with the Mute button on but it's not on my face.
No one can tell that bad times have put me in my place.
When I was young I thought I had enough to put me on the top.
I'm decades older now, the top I never got.
My rent is due, my job is gone, and if you ever knew, the times I wish it all would stop you'd race to call a doc.
When asked; 'How are you?, I lie and say I'm Fine.
Although in my reality 'FINE' is Freaked out, Insensible, Neurotic, and Emotional.
What can I say, what can I do?
I go on for another day. Though I'm......
Screaming with the Mute Button on.
I'm afraid I'm back to square one.
I start again but oh my friend(s)
I'm afraid the screamings just begun.
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